A new love? - Chapter 1

I only went to the bathroom at the Christmas Sweater party. When I came back... My boyfriend Mordecai kissed that Margaret girl, who was his ex-girlfriend...
I couldn't believe what I was seeing. He TOLD me that he didn't have feelings for her anymore. And he KISSED her. How could he break my heart again?...
I started crying, which it was obvious. Mordecai saw me and he went after me when I ran away from him. I went to my car and drove away.
It was the worst Christmas I've ever had. I can't believe that Mordecai broke my heart again. He broke it once when he asked me AND Margaret to watch a movie with him. But I forgave him because he told me that he knew how I felt. But now... I don't know if I should forgive him again. I... I really don't know.

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I was alone, walking at the streets, at night. It was pretty cold, but I didn't care about the weather. It's been three days since that... kiss happened at the Christmas party, but I was still depressed. I was crying and looking around to see if anyone could see that I was sad. Then, I sat at a bench near to the Park. I stared at the house for a while. I remembered the good times I had with Mordecai... Specially that romantic date. Well, not that romantic since some guy tried to kill me and Mordecai nearly died, but he gave me a beautiful present. Then we kissed while the sun was rising.
Those good times... I started crying even more.
"Hey, uh... are you okay?"
I got scared when I heard that voice. Who said that? And I thought nobody was in the street. I looked around and I found the person who said that. It was a guy. He was taller than me, but not as taller as Mordecai. He was wearing a grey t-shirt, a black jacket, black jeans and red sneakers. And he had... horns? Wait. I think he was... a goat. After noticing the horns, I realized who was him; he was Thomas ( or Nicolai, as Mordecai told me ). He was a russian spy sent to America to infiltrate the Park. But then, he was against the russians when he found out that they wanted to blow up the Park. After saving his friends, he never showed up again, since he told Mordecai and the guys that he would hide from the U.S and Russia.
Strange... why was he there? I thought he would never come back.
"...Thomas?" I said, confused, and covering my face, trying to hide my tears.
"Yeah... uh.. What are you doing here, alone?"
"What are YOU doing here?" I asked, surprised. "Mordecai told me you were gone..."
"Well... It's... a long story... And do you know him? Wait... Oh yeah, you're his girlfriend, right?"
That made me cry again.
"Did I say anything bad?" He asked, worried that he hurted my feelings.
"No... it's just..."
I really didn't want to talk about the whole thing that happened in the Christmas party. But Thomas seemed worried about me. I had to tell him anyway:
"Eileen had a Christmas Sweater party three days ago. I went with Mordecai, and his ex-girlfriend Margaret was also invited, since she was Eileen's friend. Mordecai told me that he didn't have feelings for Margaret anymore, but..." I began to cry more. "...I went to the bathroom. When I left it... Mordecai kissed Margaret." I started to sob. "He... he broke my heart. I ran away from him. He noticed me and he went after me. But then I got in my car and drove away. He called me like twenty times recently, but I've never answered them. I... I don't think I can forgive him."
"Can't you talk to him?" Thomas asked, worried.
"I... I don't think so. He broke my heart once when he asked me to go to the movies, and then he asked Margaret. Well, I know that I've overreacted that day, but... He didn't tell me that he loved Margaret, and I had a crush on him. But I forgave him, since he knew how I felt. But now... He broke my heart again. And this time, it was a lot worse."
Thomas didn't answer, but I know that he was paying attention to me. I was still crying. Thomas didn't do anything for a while. Then he put his hand in my shoulder... I blushed a little. I... can't explain why. Probably because... he was kind of attractive.
"Try to talk with him." He said.
"I just can't do it, Thomas.. Uh, Nicolai..."
"You can call me Thomas, if you want." He smiled.
I smiled too. "Okay. Well, Thomas... I need to think a little more if I should forgive Mordecai.. Just for a while."
"It's okay." He said, still smiling. "If you need anyone to talk to, call me."
Thomas gave me a little piece of paper. It was his phone number. I smiled at him.
"Thanks." I said.
"You're welcome." He said. After a while, he asked: "Uh, what's your name? Mordecai never really talked a lot about you. I don't remember your name, sorry."
"It's okay. My name is Cloudy Jay, but you can call me CJ." I said, smiling.
"CJ... Cool nickname."
"Thanks." I felt my cheeks getting red.
I smiled at him for a while. I've never noticed that... he was actually cute. He looked like a dork - in a good way. He also was, uh... handsome, I guess? I never really talked to Thomas. I always hanged out with Mordecai, Eileen and Rigby, so I barely talked to the other guys that worked in the Park. I only talked to Thomas to know where Mordecai was.
After what Mordecai told me about Thomas - that he was a russian spy and stuff -, I thought he was kind of a bad person ( even thought he saved his friends ). But now that he was worried about me, and how he was being kind to me, I don't think he was bad anymore.
Well, I didn't know what to talk anymore. I didn't have any subjects to talk about, so I just said:
"I think I should go home."
"Yeah, me too."
"Wait, where are you living?"
"It's a secret." He whispered. "Remember that I'm trying to hide from Russia and the United States? Mordecai told you, right?"
"Oh yeah, he did."
"Well... Don't tell anyone that I'm here. I don't want to cause trouble to people, specially to my friends."
"I promise I won't tell anyone." I said, crossing my fingers.
"Good. It's pretty difficult to hide. I'm not using any disguises right now because nobody is on the street right now, and you're my friend. I trust you."
"Oh, I see.." I said. "Well, I will go home now. I just came here to cool down, because I'm still kinda stressed over that kiss."
"I understand. Well... when can I see you again?" Thomas asked. "I think it would be nice if we met somewhere."
"Hm... tomorrow maybe?"
"Okay. But would it be fine if I came with a disguise? I mean, if someone that knows me is near to us, he or she would recognize me." He said. "For example, a spy could find me."
"It would be fine." I smiled.
"Okay. Can we meet at the Coffee Shop?"
"Uh, no... Mordecai and Rigby always go there, so..." I said, nervously. I really didn't want to see Mordecai for a while.
"Oh... How about the shopping mall?"
"Yeah, okay. Mordecai didn't really like to go shopping with me anyway."
"Alright then. See you tomorrow." Thomas said, smiling at me.
We both stood up. I went to my car and Thomas just walked away. I drove home. When I arrived, I took a look at my phone. I've received a lot of lost calls and messages - ALL from Mordecai. I've read a few messages:
"CJ, I'm sorry. Please, call me when you can."
"It was a misunderstood. I don't have feelings for Margaret. I didn't know what I was doing."
"I love you, CJ. I love you so much. You know that, right? I'm so regretful. Forgive me please. "
I really didn't want to think about Mordecai right now. I was feeling better thanks to Thomas, and I wouldn't let Mordecai ruin my mood. I turned off my phone and I went to bed.